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Just took two Advils…. I’M GOOD TO GO!

Will I just be considered a hoe from now on?

Genders.

Why are boys and girls so stereotypically different when it comes to the “v-card”, virginity, whatever you want to call it.

Society says that sex doesn’t mean anything to the guy, they’re just letting steam out, or the day’s stress, or they are just horny in general.  Hook ups don’t mean anything to them. 

But for girls on the other hand? Their virginity getting taken away is like.. one of the best things that can happen (under certain circumstances of course), but they get the “glow” after that can’t be explained. Why can’t girls be like guys?

I guess what I’m saying (being selfish again) is that… I really wish I could be every reason in the world for you to not regret us, to regret me. I know I’m really not great at all, I feel pretty rotten. Like a pear that’s stuck on the inside of a huge dumpster. Stuck, and just plain stinky.

I’ve told you before, I’m reckless, immature, selfish, and just really … oblivious in general.

We get into alot of arguments. It’s pretty equal on both parts though, on who “starts” them. But starting them isn’t what is important. The fact that we do work them out and try to work on changes we both want ourselves, is amazing.

And I wish that I wasn’t so sensitive. Seriously! I care too much!! But you know? Little voice in my head told me that it’s okay to be sensitive. It means you take everything, that you’re really open (whether you know it or not). You take in everything.  Mother earth takes in everything, the rain, snow, ice, the blood from war, heck, she even takes in the shit she gets (lolol get it?).  Little voice told me that it’s a beautiful thing to have that ability… taking in everything that is.

What if I hadn’t lost it to you?
Would you have rather me lost it to Jordan?
What if I had? Would I be different than I am today?
So many questions. sigh.

Gotta gooooooo! BYEEEEEEEE~ 

Dancing as a kid.

sodamnrelatable:

When I was a kid, we danced like..

Today’s kids dance like..

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How ironic.

My cat scratched me where I have scars.